Woke up @ 5.15am dis morning to prepare breakfast for Dadi. Dats barely havin 3 hrs of sleep cos' i was workin till midnite da day before.

But it was truly worth da lil' sacrifice *smiles*. Spent sum nice quality time together, teasing each other like crazee .. Bet some of da passengers mite be a lil' pissed off with us *Oops*

I wld really lurve to have da event dis Dec but its kinda too much of a rush for both parties.

Reason is, da mth of Dec is truly significant for both of us. His bday falls on 14 dec whereas mine, on 6 dec. Wouldnt it be nice to have da event sumwhere in between our bdays..perhaps like ermm.. 10 or 11 dec?

We're just hoping all goes smoothly for now ..

Silly me! *Smacks forehead*

They've always said, Ignorance is a bliss. I should have chosen to stay ignorant of the whole damn situation else i wouldnt feel dis miserable!

Trust is to be earned. But once lost, its never easy to regain the trust & confidence u have in someone, agree?

Im lookin' forward to quality time spent with the other half tomorrow & the day after. Tho, i know i will forgive but may/may never forgets.

Perhaps its only a matter of time .. perhaps..

For now, im just tryin' to stay positive here .. No matter wat they say, deep within i know.. i could never have loved any other man loike how i love this man. Unbelievable & unpredictable as life is .. same goes for our love.

Pretty ironic how we get back on the same track .. i wouldnt wanna go thru the same tormenting moments of being apart from his love and yet being with him, sometimes i feel it too.. Oh, life!